I understand deep sorrow that comes from trials and tribulations but I also know ‘’we can do all things through Christ who strengthens us.’’ Philippians 4:13. Jesus has taught me how to turn pain into purpose because ‘’what the enemy intends for harm, God will use for good.’’ Genesis 50:20.
This is My Testimony:
“The Person I Used to Be Would Have Hated Who I Have Become.”
I used to be...
An atheist, I despised people who were spiritual and thought they were absolutely crazy, freaks, goody two shoes. I didn’t want anything to do with God, Jesus, religion, etc.. I was addicted to pills, alcohol, dating a famous gay pornstar, private dancing, thinking about myself and believing we die and that’s it...I thought I enjoyed my wild, promiscuous life of partying and I didn’t want anyone to tell me what I could or couldn’t do.
Little did I know, @25yrs old, I would go knocking on death's door and take a step inside...☠️🚪 🧟♀️
I just wanted to end my life. One handful of pills and it would all be over. As I fell to the ground having a seizure, everything went completely black...
I started rising up and out of my body to the ceiling looking down at myself on the ground having another seizure. My soul, my spirit... I wasn’t aware there was anything beyond the flesh!😱
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God saved my life. He revealed Himself to me. He told me, “I have a purpose for you.” Ephesians 2:10 He rid me of my addiction, changed my heart, altered my belief system and gave me a second chance. He told me, “go tell the world what I have done for you.” Luke 8:39 I wanted to then... but the enemy was at work in my life. He tried to make me stumble with heartache from losing the love of my life, paralyze me in fear from 20 years of sexual abuse, cast pain upon me of grief with compounded trauma so tragic some people could never find the light, he blindsided me in an unequally yoked relationship, deceived me in the New Age movement, turned the people I loved against me, made me witness horrific things, made me look like a fool, lied to me about God and His goodness, & most powerfully did his best to keep me from calling on Jesus. 🗣
Sometimes we have to have a breakdown to have a breakthrough. As beat up & broken as the enemy got me, “I refused to be the victim of my circumstances.”
Jesus RESURRECTED! 🕊
Jesus REDEEMED! 🙏🏼
Jesus SAVED! ✝️
NOW, I AM telling the world what Jesus has done!
“This means that anyone who belongs to Christ has become a new person. The old life is gone; a new life has begun!”
2 Corinthians 5:17
I have been crucified to the cross with Christ and now everything I do is for the Lord, to build His kingdom and give all glory to God. As a Christian Life Coach and Ministry Leader, I help people live Christ-Centered Lives.